4 months

Dear Aidan,

Wow baby, I can’t believe it’s been 4 months since you were born.  I was talking to Aunt Michelle this morning when it was 4 months ago that I was blissfully unaware of what was about to happen during my 28 week ultrasound.  I miss you so much sweetie. I’ve been going to visit you once a week. You’re looking great! You’re big boy grass is growing and is so green. When I go visit I always sit and play with your grass.  Grandpa Larry took another pinwheel out and we’ll keep it in the vase since the cemetery is apparently getting very strict with their decoration rules. 

Aidster, it’s almost my birthday and I’m pretty sure that will be very hard for me. I know that daddy’s birthday was very tough this year, but he had you here until 3:05pm and I won’t have you at all. I’m still sooo thankful for our 8 days with you, it’s just hard some days because I want you here still so badly.  Daddy and I are going to visit Aunt Michelle, Uncle Dave and Cousin Bryson in a couple of weeks. I’ll get to tell your stories again and I love that.

I love you Aidan Christopher

Love,

Mommy