Saturday, April 21, 2012

Due date

2 years ago was my due date with Aidan. 2 years ago instead of being hugely pregnant or having a newborn I was silently sobbing while people thought "it's just a due date." I didn't even think about it until I started watching a cartoon with Lucas and they started singing happy birthday and then I remember what today was. This day was just an estimated day and as we all know, Aidan's birthday is February 1st, but it still stings.
I love you Aidan Christopher

Tuesday, April 10, 2012

Happy Easter

 God, I wish Aidan was in the picture with my dad and his grandkids. I love this picture though

 My nieces and nephew
 Lucas did a great job of picking up eggs and throwing them in his basket

 Walking over to visit Aidan
 Hunting for eggs over at the other grand parent's house
 Playing with his lawn mower from Uncle Adam
We had a fantastic Easter. Lots of good food and good times hunting for eggs. On Saturday when we went outside with my family I saw a toad sitting in the lawn. I took a picture (only to realize that he was pooping so I'm not posting it). I know it's not the same thing, but my little froggy came to visit us during Easter. It was very bittersweet. My parents could tell how much it affected me and my mom came up and say "He came to visit". I didn't have any break downs this holiday. Of course I lot about Aidan a lot, but I really enjoyed Easter this year. Lucas had fun hunting for eggs.

I love you Aidan Christopher and Lucas Alexander!


Thursday, April 5, 2012

My Molly Bear

Check out my "Molly Bear." See her story here. My bear weighs 2lbs just like my Aidster. Thank you so much Bridget for sending me the bear. I'm sorry for the loss of your Molly.

I love you Aidan Christopher and Lucas Alexander