Speaking of D (I'm not going to post his name until I get the okay from Nicki) I get to meet him today. I'm so excited to meet him and so terrified of going back to the NICU. I have to go back though since I'm going to be volunteering up there. I'm glad that my first time going back for something happy. I'm not happy that D was born early due to the pre-e, but I'm very happy that he's doing so well.
I'm not going to lie, I'm terrified of going back. Just sitting here thinking about it has made me kinda light headed and dizzy. My bereavement coordinator is going to take me up there so that if/when I break down she will be there. I know my friend will totally understand, but she has a lot going on right now and I don't want to burden her with my break down. I let you know how it went when I get home.
I love you Aidan Christopher and I love being reminded frequently that you are not forgotten. As long as I'm alive, you will NEVER be forgotten! Lucas Alexander... I love you, you crazy little goof ball!