Happy Birthday pumpkin

Aidan,

Wow, I can't believe it's been 2 years since you've come into our lives. I love you and miss you so incredibly much! I'm in a really good place right now and I know that's because of you. Yes I still get sad, but you make me so happy. Saying your name makes me so happy. I hope you get a very yummy cake for your birthday. Momo, Lucas, and I are going to celebrate your birthday tomorrow with fun pancakes, a picnic (I can't believe it's close to 60 degrees in February)and then go out to dinner. I've decided that I always want to celebrate your birthday in a fun way. We didn't last year because of a nasty snow storm. I don't ever see snow as nasty since it was snowing the day you were born and the day you passed. It's my little reminder of you from the sky. :-)

I wish you were here to celebrate your birthday and I'm going to wish that every year. I know it's not possible, but I'm still going to tell you. I have a feeling that you are with us though. Lucas loves to wave to your pictures now and I think it's because you come and visit him. I see a lot of you in him.

I love you birthday boy.

Love, 

Momma