Tuesday, May 17, 2011

I miss

I miss Aidan... a lot
I wish Chris was able to hold both his babies along with Snoopy.
 I wish both of my boys were sitting in Chris' arms watching Saturday morning cartoons.

I'm so thankful for Lucas and the joy that he has brought us. This time last year, I didn't know if I could ever be really happy again. While I'm so very happy, there are times where I just start bawling because I miss Aidan so much. I don't get the sadness feeling as often as I used to, but when I do, they are so much more intense. Thankfully my c-section is healed for the most part and crying so hard doesn't hurt it anymore.

I love you Aidan Christopher and I miss you so much. Lucas Alexander, I'm so glad you are in our lives. I love you baby boy



  1. Hugs Maggie. I'm glad you are happy and I think it's okay to feel the way you do.

  2. I came across your blog on the bump (Screen name LoveMaBaybee)and wanted to say my heart breaks reading your story. I have a 3 month old son and I can't imagine going through what you have.

    Many blessings to you and your family.