5 months

Dear Aidan,

Hi sweetheart. I know that I'm a couple of days late with this post, but let's blame it on daddy.  He's been riding his motorcycle a lot to work and keeps leaving his laptop at work. So he's on mommy's computer at night.  We miss you so much. I sat on daddy's lap last night just rocking while bawling.  I was looking at this picture that nurse Natalie took and it just made me miss you so much. I miss putting lotion on your legs. I miss holding your legs up while daddy changed your diapers.  I miss your gigantic feet that you loved to kick around. Daddy misses you a lot too.  Daddy’s about to go on a week long motorcycle trip with Uncle Scott. They were planning this trip while you were still in my tummy. Instead of bringing a picture of you, daddy will be taking your hat. Mostly because mommy still has fears of her pictures getting damaged. You and I were supposed to stay with Aunt Erin this week, but instead momo will be staying with me.  We’re going to talk lots about you while mommy learns how to cook. 

Grandpa is getting ready to go back to work again after his surgeries.  Make sure to stay with him because he’s going to need some extra help buddy. 

I love you so much Aidan Christopher and I wish you were here. I would give anything to have you back healthy and in my arms.  You are the light of my life and even though our time was short you are the best thing that has happened to me.

I love you, my little baby boy

~Mommy