tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-66522769376888735882024-03-03T19:25:23.596-05:00Life after Aidan ChristopherAidan Christopher, born at 28 weeks and 4 days due to the umbilical cord no longer providing nutrients and it being wrapped around his neck one time. When he was a day old the doctor found a massive bleed in his brain. Aidan passed away at 8 days old. Chris and I welcomed our second son, Lucas Alexander, to the world on February 21st.
New here? Aidan's story begins in February 2010.Maggiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11728204095692235352noreply@blogger.comBlogger339125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6652276937688873588.post-23101537005357021982014-02-19T10:22:00.001-05:002014-02-19T10:22:39.061-05:00I'm calling this progress<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">Much to the chagrin of my co-worker, I have the Time Hop app on my phone. Normally I can be trusted with that app, but not in January early February. Last week I was looking at it and was confused. There was a post where I asked for prayers because we were burying Aidan that day. I completely forgot the day we buried him and the next day where we had his service. This doesn't make me upset, I feel like maybe I'm progressing a little. Now his birth and death dates are still terribly difficult and they always will be, but I'm glad that I'm making baby steps!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">I'm still upset about Snoopers. I miss him so much! After Aidan died I tried so hard to see him. Well, I see Snoop running in the field near my house. I see his floppy ears and his tongue hanging out the side. I can also see him when I'm laying in bed and him passing in front of the bedroom door. Before anyone calls to get me hauled off, I am sane. I've just been so used to seeing him that my mind can still see him. We are talking about getting another dog at some point. I'm getting closer to being ready. I've always had a dog so being without one has been weird. So that's where I'm at now. Not hurting as bad, but still hurt. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">I love you Aidan Christopher, Lucas Alexander, Alexis Marie and Snoopers!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">Maggs </span>Maggiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11728204095692235352noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6652276937688873588.post-74506115514348179022014-02-10T10:26:00.002-05:002014-02-10T10:26:58.001-05:00A boy and his dog<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;">I hate posting this, but I hate the reality even more. Snoopy is gone. Aidan finally has the chance to play with his puppy. Friday night, Snoopy was doing great. Playing with Lucas, begging for food and acting normal. Saturday morning, I came downstairs and saw Snoopy's food still on the floor. I knew something was up. Snoopy doesn't leave food. Snoop was sitting on Chris' lap snuggling and slowly got up to snuggle with me. When he jumped off the couch, it took all of his energy just to lay back down. He wouldn't lay down, he'd just flop. Chris and I both tried to ignore it. Maybe he was just having an off day. Then we heard the labored breathing... Since Lucas was up and not wanting to scare him, I sent Chris a text to ask if he wanted me to call my parents to watch the kids. We decided to wait a little bit to see if maybe he was just having an off morning. Snoopy did end up eating a portion of his breakfast and got his medicine with peanut butter, his favorite treat. Chris called the vet and they wanted to examine Snoop. So off we went. Before we left, Chris and Lucas took Snoop for a walk. Wanted Snoopy to enjoy the snow and for Lucas to have that extra time with him. We took the kids to my parents and we made sure that Lucas gave him a big hug and kiss. We didn't tell him where we were going, but just said he was going to play with baboo and pepe.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;">At the vet, Snoopy just plopped down on the floor. He's a beagle and beagles love to sniff. The vet was amazing. She offered to triage him to try to buy him more time. That would have been great for us, but not for Snoopy. They took us to a nicer more private room and then brought Snoopy in. We just sat there petting him, telling him we love him and to say hi to Aidan for us. I have no idea how much time went by. It could have been a minute or 10, all I know is that it wasn't enough. It would never be enough though. We knew Snoopy knew. He was shaking, it could have been the iv in his arm, and honest to God, a little tear came out. When it was time, I was at eye level with Snoopy with complete eye contact rubbing him. He went quickly. I thought I would have more time, but that's not how the process works. I made a scream that Chris said he hasn't heard since Aidan passed. We just sat there crying and petting him. As I told the vet, I was just expecting him to move his head to look at us. We loved on him and when his body started to get cold, I knew it was time for us to leave. I joked with Chris that we weren't going to stay until 4:44 like we did with Aidan. :-)</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;">We decided to have him cremated. Part of his ashes will be sprinkled over Aidan and the rest will be put in the ground when we plant a bush in our backyard for him. My grieving will be long and difficult, just like it was/is with Aidan. Snoopy was my first baby and he's been my support for the past 12 years. He has loved on me during my worst times and protecting my kids as his own. We will get another dog, at some point, but please don't tell me to "just get another one." We need to be at peace with losing Snoopy and ready to open our hearts again. This is the longest I've ever been without a dog and I'm okay with that for some time. No dog will replace my Snoop and I need to come to terms with him being gone. I still look at the couch for him, I still hold my leg out when I open the door. For crying out loud, literally, I cried in Meijer at the pet section. So give me, us, time please. I'll be writing about our grief on here just as I did with Aidan. I need my feelings to be said.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;">RIP Snoopy Lawrence H. You are so intensely loved and missed! </span><br />
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Maggiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11728204095692235352noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6652276937688873588.post-30155443874192691542014-02-01T16:30:00.000-05:002014-02-01T16:30:00.905-05:00Happy 4th birthday!<div style="text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;">Happy birthday sweet Aidan Christopher! I can't believe it's been 4 years since you were born. We're having cupcakes and sending you balloons to celebrate your birth! Your little brother loves sending you balloons and hopefully your sister will too.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;">We love you so much and miss you so much! Thank you for watching over us and being our sweet baby boy.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;">Maggs </span>Maggiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11728204095692235352noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6652276937688873588.post-82583286198978262832014-01-14T12:31:00.000-05:002014-01-14T12:31:07.894-05:00Update on Snoopy<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">Well he's still with us! Right before the new year we thought it was time. The tumor on his throat was much larger and he just looked sick. We were getting ready to call the vet. All of a sudden, the next day, he looked amazing. Tumor went down in size and he was running around like his normal self. We aren't dumb, we know his time is coming, but we'll take whatever good days he has left. He goes to the vet on the 18th for an assessment on how he's doing. Keep playin' Snoop! We love you!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">Love you Aidan Christopher, Lucas Alexander, Alexis Marie and Snoop dog.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">Maggs </span>Maggiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11728204095692235352noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6652276937688873588.post-86657742830844903702013-12-24T09:07:00.001-05:002013-12-24T09:07:33.214-05:00Merry Christmas<div style="text-align: center;">
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<span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;">I'm currently bursting at the seams with happiness. My life went down an unexpected path and at the time, I never thought I'd be happy be again. Slowly, with time, I've gotten happier. With Lucas being our first take home baby I started to see the light again. Watching him grow up and looking through his eyes at the world has brought the sparkle back to my eyes. Now with Alexis here, my heart is exploding with happiness. Aidan is forever with us and I will always miss him, but I'm enjoying life again. I know he is happy about that and one day a LONG time from now, I will be with him again. I'm just so happy that I'm this happy again.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;">Snoopy is still with us. I've been begging for him to make it through Christmas. I just need one more Christmas with him. The steroids are making him feel good. He's bouncing around and running around. A very good friend from high school came to our house recently and got some amazing pictures of us with Snoopy. I'm so lucky to have her and to call her a friend. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">Our 12 year old puppy, Snoopy is sick. We found out on 11/26 that Snoop has lymphoma. Our first baby only has 1-2 months to live. Talk about being devastated. We've had Snoopy since December 2001. The same month I found out my childhood beagle was put down due to cancer while I was at school. My parents didn't want me to screw up my finals so they didn't tell me. My last memories with Schotzy was playing with her. Well I don't have that option this time. I'm the mommy so I have to make sure Lucas' last memories with Snoopy is playing with him. Right now he still has a lot of life in him. He runs around outside playing with his tennis ball or running away from Lucas. The moment he appears to be in pain, we'll make a decision.</span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">Currently he is on prednisone to keep him comfortable. It will make the tumor on his neck less swollen and he'll feel great on it. What I was told is that when it's done working, that's when we'll know it's time. We/I'm taking pictures daily of Snoop and making sure Lucas gets lots of snuggles. I'm extremely upset that Alexis won't be able to play with him, but I can't focus on that. He is living the beagle life right now. Lots of treats, a new tennis ball, going for walks and sleeping wherever. Okay the only thing that has changed is the lots of treats.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">I love you Aidan Christopher, Lucas Alexander, Alexis Marie and Snoopy Lawrence</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">And now our princess is almost 3 months old. Sigh... it goes so fast</span></div>
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Maggiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11728204095692235352noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6652276937688873588.post-74288200328146024352013-11-22T10:34:00.002-05:002013-11-22T10:34:50.313-05:00Feel like writing again<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">I read a blog post about writing everything down so when the kid grows up, she'll remember everything. This got me to thinking that I need to write things down. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">A lot has changed since I last wrote on April 27. Long story short. We sold our house, lived with my parents for 3 weeks, had a baby (she'll get her own post later) and moved into our forever house.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">After doing some changes to our house, installing a new back door and putting down laminate hardwood we decided to put our house on the market. We had a 3 bedroom 2 1/2 bath 1300 sq ft house. So space was tight already and with a baby on the way we decided it was time. We packed up half the house, met with our realtor and put that bad boy on the market. Then we waited, we had 21 showings and one day before the 1 month mark we got an offer. We accepted the offer so it was time to start looking. We looked at a lot of houses and was thisclose to just settling. I mean I was 8 months pregnant, I was getting desperate. We went to one last house before putting an offer on another house. Walked in and knew right that minute it was the one. Then we saw the rest of the house and I said "that's it, I'm home." We put the offer in that night and the scheduled closing date was 3 DAYS before my scheduled c-section. Yeah, we were crazy. We moved in with my parents for 3 weeks. That was a curse and a blessing. I was 9 months pregnant and wanted my space, but had none. Plus I'm not the nicest person when I'm at the end of pregnancy. Add in hot summer and it's a shock that my parents didn't kick us out. It was, however, awesome because they would keep Lucas entertained, we always had a hot home cooked meal when we got home from work and my mom bought me as much watermelon as I could eat (which was a lot). </span><br />
<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">The week of our closing was awful! The guy in charge of the appraisal just sat on the paperwork so that delayed our closing. We were no longer on schedule to move into the house before the baby arrived. I felt lost. I didn't have my own home like I was supposed to and the details were up in the air. Finally the closing got rescheduled for Wednesday. Again I had a baby on MONDAY and closing on Wednesday. SURPRISE that didn't happen. The owner said she wasn't ready and closing needed to be Thursday. So the title company sent a rep to my hospital room so I could sign the documents, then took the documents to the closing and we finally had our house. Chris had to scramble to get everything from my parent's house to our house before getting us. Baby and I sat on the couch while Chris' family moved most of our stuff in. We slept in the dinning room on my parent's guest bed and Lucas slept in the living room in his bed. It was crazy. If I had to do it over again...I would have been calling the appraiser every.single.damn.day!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">Our new house is wonderful. We now have 4 bedrooms 2 1/2 baths a loft, office,dinning room and an amazing kitchen/living room area with 3100 sq ft. The backyard is huge and fully fenced which Snoopy loves! I'm so happy to be home.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">I love you Aidan Christopher, Lucas Alexander and Jelly </span><br />
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<br />Maggiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11728204095692235352noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6652276937688873588.post-39390130898637163192013-04-24T09:07:00.000-04:002013-04-24T09:07:18.283-04:00Jelly/3peat is...<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">So I'm 20 weeks and feeling great! I'm up about 14lbs on my scale (dr's says 16lbs)and baby is moving and grooving a lot! My braxton hicks contractions started early again this time, around 16w, but other than those smooth sailing. Well minus my anxiety, but I now go to the dr every 2 weeks so I won't really have time for anymore anxiety.Here is my 20 week belly picture. As I posted last time, our work bathroom got renovated!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">3peat has a new nickname now. My work BFF is pregnant and due 2 months after me. I've known the whole time (just like she's known about me the whole time), but I couldn't say why I changed 3peat's nickname. I call her fetus Peanut Butter so it's only fitting that mine is Jelly. Plus I call Lucas peanut butter so it would be weird to call the baby that too. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;"> Yup, it's true! I finally get my little girl! She had her booty in the air showing off her goods and the tech said 100% girl. Thankfully I have so many more u/s to confirm, but I saw right away that she's a girl. As always, she won't have a name until she's born. She does however have lots of clothes coming!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"> </span>Maggiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11728204095692235352noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6652276937688873588.post-12667317821522457952013-04-04T09:19:00.001-04:002013-04-04T09:19:07.589-04:00A lot has been happening<span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;">Every day I think about blogging, but I don't know what to write about. This blog was such a huge help for the early stages of grieving. It was a huge help getting through the anxiety of being pregnant after a loss and now it's just hanging out getting cobwebs. I primarily use facebook to update family on how Lucas is doing so I don't feel the need to blog as much.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;">I should though since it did help me with the anxiety of being pregnant after a loss with Lucas. My anxiety this time is much higher! With Aidan we lost hopes and dreams, but we didn't know what it was like to be parents. Now we do and we know even more of what we'll lose if something happens. I've only made one additional appointment because my anxiety was awful. Then the following week for a regular appointment, Dr. B had a hard time finding the heart beat. She found it eventually and it is nice and strong, but that hasn't helped my anxiety at all.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;">This pregnancy seems to be flying by! I'm 17 weeks already and have a nice size bump. We find out the baby's sex on 4/22 (18 days, but who is counting?) I'm almost done being a normal pregnant lady and start moving into the office. Hopefully that will help my anxiety too.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">Thankfully a girlfriend of mine who also had a loss is due 4 days before me so she has really helped me out with my anxiety.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;">Maggs </span>Maggiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11728204095692235352noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6652276937688873588.post-86269384610268188232013-02-08T18:00:00.000-05:002013-02-08T18:00:04.503-05:00Aidan's birthday recap<span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">Was amazing! "My Susan" (my bereavement coordinator/some big wig title of being the backbone support of starting Aidan's Book Corner) surprised me on Aidan's birthday. I thought I was going to the hospital to meet up with Jeff from Barnes and Noble of Noblesville to collect their donation from the Holiday Book Drive. What really happened is I walked into a surprise party for "National Aidan's Book Corner Day". It was perfect! My friend Melissa, from support group, was there along with reps from both the Carmel/Westfield and Noblesville Barnes and Noble. There were nurses and other staff from the hospital were standing there clapping as I walked around the corner. Mind you, I was crying when I saw what was going on and of course they had photographer there.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">The community donated, are you ready for this, fourteen HUNDRED books combined to the two Barnes and Noble stores. Talk about being blown away! I also had friends sending me pictures of books that they were dropping off to their local hospitals. My friend Stephanie, who started Run 4 Everett in her son's memory, donated 63 books! Talk about being overwhelmed with books. Thankfully, the Noblesville B&N store donated a hand painted cart (by one of their employees) to store the books in Susan's office.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">It was a perfect day. I laughed, I cried and I napped (hey, I had the day off and had been overwhelmed). The day was exactly what I wanted it to be, a celebration of Aidan's life. A celebration of what I have created in his memory. This year has been the most manageable in terms of anxiety and guilt. In fact I didn't play the "what-if" game that plagued me last year. I'm not going to say it's getting easier, because it's not. I miss my Aidster, but I know he's smiling down on us. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">Maggs </span>Maggiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11728204095692235352noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6652276937688873588.post-11146696534205355162013-01-26T12:08:00.000-05:002013-01-26T12:08:01.540-05:00Aidan's birthdayAidan's birthday is less than a week away, February 1st. I want to do something HUGE for his birthday and I need your help. With the help of Aidan's Book Corner, we want to make February 1st "National Book Donation" day. We need everyone to buy a *new* book and take it to your local hospital with a NICU. Drop off the book and give them a flyer about Aidan's Book Corner. Tomorrow I will post a flyer.<br />
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<span style="font-family: "Courier New",Courier,monospace;"> That nose...that perfect nose that he shares with his brother.</span><br />
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I hope everyone has a wonder 2013! I'm so excited to see what 2013 brings to my family. My resolution this year is to continue eating healthy and exercising. I also want to get our house ready to put on the market this spring. Pretty easy ones this year, but they are attainable. I'm also starting the planning of Lucas' 2nd birthday. It will be choo choo good time!<br />
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MaggsMaggiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11728204095692235352noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6652276937688873588.post-47804237465539492622012-12-26T10:30:00.000-05:002012-12-26T10:30:02.607-05:003rd ChristmasYesterday was our 3rd Christmas without Aidan. It still isn't any easier. We got up late, 9:30 when we had to be at the inlaws at 10. I'm so glad I slept in. I hate being alone Christmas morning while I wait on Chris and Lucas to wake up. I got a little teary eyed while we were there. When we were done there, we went to visit Aidan. It was really cold and I was not dressed properly for standing outside for as long as I did. I just stood there sobbing. I just miss him so much. Scratch that, we all miss him so much. Lucas was worn out from playing with his toys, but we woke him up to go with us. As we were leaving his sleepily said "bye bye Aidan". Cue more sobs. I love that Lucas can say Aidan's name.<br />
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When we got home, Lucas and Chris took a nap while I went to the NICU to pass out books for Aidan's Book Corner. It was very bittersweet. I'm so thankful that Ingrid and Amber were working. I needed them, a lot. All the nurses are so wonderful and really appreciate what I created for them. It makes my heart happy to give the books out and to see the appreciation on the faces of parents and staff.<br />
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I left the hospital and went home to snuggle Lucas. He, however, wanted nothing to do with me because there were more gifts to open. With us sleeping in, we did Christmas before we went to my parents house. Speaking of my parents. My mom has been sick for a couple of weeks and this past Friday she ended up getting admitted to the hospital. She was diagnosed with pneumonia, critically low sodium and potassium. She also had a staph infection. She was release on Monday so we were able to spend Christmas Eve with my entire family. Christmas afternoon/evening we hung out with my parents. I can't be alone for too long on Christmas. I know that it's okay to cry and I do that often, but the deep feelings of sadness I don't like. Of course no one likes that, but my way to avoid it is to stay busy.<br />
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I asked Chris, while standing in the cemetery, "When will the pain stop?" Of course we don't know the answer. Every day is easier, but there are and will always be triggers. I know the pain won't stop on certain days like Christmas, his birthday and his death day. I love him so incredibly much that the pain is from my desire to love him the way a mother is supposed to love her son. So I know every Christmas will have a moment or moments of hurt. It will also be filled with The Christmas Spirit, love and the sound of laughter coming from my families.<br />
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I love you Aidan Christopher and Lucas Alexander<br />
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MaggsMaggiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11728204095692235352noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6652276937688873588.post-78307026191336164982012-12-26T07:56:00.003-05:002012-12-26T07:56:47.763-05:00Merry Christmas<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-size: large;">Merry Christmas from my family to yours.</span></div>
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I love you Aidan Christopher and Lucas Alexander<br />
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<span style="font-size: x-small;">*This was scheduled to post <span style="font-size: x-small;">last night</span>, but clearly it didn't.</span>Maggiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11728204095692235352noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6652276937688873588.post-28802433641000666212012-12-16T12:14:00.003-05:002012-12-16T12:14:31.115-05:00Fort Lauderdale<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span style="color: black;">Over Thanksgiving we flew down to Fort Lauderdale for Chris' work. He
had to be in the area for Black Friday so we went a few days early and
stayed a few days longer. It was a nice workcation. Lucas went on an
airplane for the first time and did an amazing job! He slept for most of
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While Chris was working, Lucas and I spent some time with Chris' Aunt and Uncle. We went to a ginormous mall and walked around. We also spent Thanksgiving with them and it was wonderful! We didn't participate in Black Friday this year (would have added more luggage to bring on the plane) so instead we went to the beach. <br />
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On Saturday we spent time with my Aunt and Uncle. Those pictures are on my phone and currently nugget has my phone. We drove down to Miami on Sunday and decided to drive towards Key West.<br />
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We made it halfway to Key West and then it started getting dark so we turned around. We stopped in Key Largo and ate at <a href="http://www.hoboscafe.net/Hobos_Cafe/Welcome.html">Hobos Cafe </a>and it was amazing! <br />
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On our last night, we walked around Ft. Lauderdale. It was incredibly beautiful. <br />
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The flight home was just as easy. Lucas slept and played. We got a lot of comments on how wonderful he was.<br />
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I love you Aidan Christopher and Lucas Alexander.<br />
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MaggsMaggiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11728204095692235352noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6652276937688873588.post-15442544234178120152012-12-10T12:56:00.002-05:002012-12-10T12:56:27.093-05:00Shocking, I didn't follow through<span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;">I didn't get around to posting pictures of our trip to Florida this weekend. We went to visit Santa and then put up our tree on Saturday. Yesterday, Lucas wasn't feeling well so we snuggled all day. I also didn't post because I have the holiday blues. I keep thinking I should be "better" by now since this is our 3rd Christmas without Aidan, but I'm not. Yes things are going great with our family and Aidan's Book Corner and I try to focus on that, but it doesn't make the hurt go away in the mornings before anyone gets up. I'm trying to make Christmas magical for Lucas and I'm doing a good job at it, but I don't feel like I am. I feel like I'm just going through the motions. I talked to my mom last night and she told me to just get it out there and write on my blog. :-) I think that's more because she wants me writing on here more often. I just miss my baby. I miss the what could/should have been. I hate that Lucas doesn't know his brother. I know for the next couple of months it will be rough. I'm just ready for it to be mid February. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;">Yes mom, I do feel a little better after writing this out. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;">I love you and miss you so much Aidan Christopher. I wish you were here. I love you Lucas Alexander. I'm so glad you're my baby and you always make my days brighter.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;">Maggs </span>Maggiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11728204095692235352noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6652276937688873588.post-48226151448210957202012-12-08T05:23:00.000-05:002012-12-08T05:23:02.406-05:00RunningI'm running in a 5k this morning. I won't be running the whole thing, but my goal is to run as close to 2 miles of it as I can. I haven't done a 5k since spring and that was just walking. I just want to see what my body can do. I have motivation by doing it with my friend Nicki. I haven't been running with any type of consistency like I was back in April/May. It's noticeable in my lack of weight loss the past few months. I'm not gaining anything back, but I'm certainly stuck at a plateau. I'm hoping that the 5k today will help motivate me to keep running. I do enjoy running when it's cold outside and it's a nice break for me. It's the time where I can just focus on me.<br />
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Sometime this weekend I plan on posting pictures from our recent trip to Ft. Lauderdale...hopefully. :-)<br />
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MaggsMaggiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11728204095692235352noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6652276937688873588.post-33901499083500475392012-11-19T04:42:00.003-05:002012-11-19T04:42:26.289-05:00To make my mom happyEvery time I see my mom she tells me to either post more or to post that I'm done blogging. I'm kind of over blogging. Let's be honest, I don't really have that much time to sit at the computer and write. Yes I know there are plenty of moms that do and that's great! As soon as Lucas sees my computer he runs over and starts pressing buttons or trying to close it. I could stay up after he goes to bed, but he goes to bed around 8:45 and darn I want to go to bed too. I'm going to give this blogging thing another try and reevaluate at the beginning of the year. If I'm not posting more by then, I will write my farewell blog.<br />
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So lets see, what has happened since my last post? Well we had Halloween. Lucas was a monkey and a very cute one at that. We only took him to 4 houses, but he doesn't eat candy and we didn't need the candy in our house. I'm still doing Weight Watchers, albeit not as well as I was. I'm currently losing very slowly/maintaining. I'm not a weight were I just want to maintain so I'm trying to find the motivation again. Lucas is talking more. Still not a lot of understandable words, but he's working on it. He has an odd way of saying thank you, BUT he's saying it. We just make sure that he hears us using please and thank you often. Snoopy is doing great. He's finally accepted that Lucas is sticking around and is more playful with him. Lucas absolutely adores Snoop. He runs to him in the morning to give him hugs. Okay, every time Lucas sees him he runs to give him hugs. They often both stare out the front door when we have it open and it's so incredibly sweet.<br />
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Aidan's Book Corner is doing amazingly well. We've stopped receiving donations sent directly to us, but Barnes and Nobles of Carmel and Noblesville both picked up the program as their charity this holiday season. When a customer buys a book, the cashier asks if they want to donate. I think, combined, we have over 200 books so far! We're waiting to hear from a couple of companies as to whether they will donate money to help keep the program alive. I've taken the cart around the NICU several times and it's so rewarding every time I see a smile on the faces of the parents when they pick out a book.<br />
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MaggsMaggiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11728204095692235352noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6652276937688873588.post-55496373721086018262012-09-25T13:01:00.003-04:002012-09-25T13:01:28.278-04:00Almost a month<span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">I can't believe it's been almost a month since my last post. I have a bunch of updates, just not enough time. Let's see...Lucas is a crazy 19m old. I love watching him explore and learn new things. He's still a picky eater, but we're working on that. We went to St. Louis with my parents for Chris' work. My parents and I took Lucas to the zoo where he had a blast. He certainly loves animals! We also took him to Grant's Farm where I took him in the pin to pet baby goats. He did not want to leave. Ummm what else. Oh Aidan's Book Corner has been presented to the NICU and the cart is amazing. I will post more on that soon. ABC has been taking up a lot of my time, along with Lucas.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">Maggs </span>Maggiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/11728204095692235352noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6652276937688873588.post-70115026152837125912012-08-29T12:16:00.003-04:002012-08-29T12:16:54.773-04:00I have a badge!<span style="font-family: "Courier New", Courier, monospace;">I'm now officially a volunteer with Open Arms! I'm overly excited about the fact that I have a badge now. :-) I'm so happy (odd word in this situation) that I'm more available to loss families now. If they want to talk to a mom that's been there, I'm able to go right to them. I'm also able to help out "behind the scenes" with my bereavement coordinator. </span><br />
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We took Lucas to the state fair yesterday.
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I think his favorite part was the train ride down there.
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Once we were on the train he was a happy camper, but when the whistle was blowing he was terrified. He practically jumped out of Chris' arms to get to mine.<br />
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He stood, waved and said bye bye to every tree branch that we passed.<br />
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The lady sitting across from us kept commenting on how tired he would be. That he was. He slept through a lot of the fair.<br />
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We had awesome weather for our trip. It was in the upper 70's and the sun was shining. I didn't take any other pictures while we were there because it would have just been a lot of the same picture up there. We did see the world's largest boar and a couple of pigs with their piglets. We also saw a lot of cows. Lucas had some of our old fashion root beer float. It was his first taste of soda. We don't plan on letting him have soda until he's much older so this was a special treat for him.<br />
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What I love about the fair is that we were able to bring in our own food and drinks. Lucas is very picky on what he'll eat so I was nervous he wouldn't eat. Well he did snack on his "swim swims" (that's what momo calls goldfish) a Gerber pouch of veggies and some applesauce. It was nice to not spend money on food that we'd just throw out due to desperation to get him to eat.</div>
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As soon as we walked in the door, we went right upstairs to take a family nap before going out to dinner with friends. I'm so glad we went to the fair. It was awesome spending time together with no tv and essentially no phones, except to take pictures. Looking forward to next years fair.</div>
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<span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">It's official! Here's our logo! I love it! I'm so thankful that my friend and fellow BLM was able to help design this with me. Things are really taking off with ABC and it's overwhelming. The support that I'm receiving all over the country is amazing! There are other times that it's overwhelming because I think wow, all of this is because of my baby. It's like I get hit over again that we lost a baby. It's an odd feeling. I'm also making sure that setting this up and running it doesn't take away my time with Lucas. I want him to grow up with the desire to help others and to volunteer so I hope this helps him. I just have to make sure that he doesn't feel like 2nd best or trying to compete with Aidan for my attention. I know that whenever we have another kid there will be competition.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Arial,Helvetica,sans-serif;">I'm looking forward to going back to the NICU again with Susan before I start volunteering up there. If it's possible, I would like to go into Aidan's room as long as there isn't another baby in there. That way if I have a family in *his* room, I won't associate it with that being his room. </span><br />
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